meet with qx,ting yesterday at tampiness mall.ting collect her dad hp.then qx was looking for bagpack for school-ing.when for movie again.KNOCKED UP.M18 show,so if your are under 18 can forget about it.ha.well it a damn funny show.LAUGHSSSS!!!!mm.the content it kinda ONS thingy.but ending was not bad.but only thing about that show.the word F**k doesnt stop.it always there lah....ha.well had prata before move then after moive was foodcourt style.
chill out at STARTBUCKS again.miss the blended coffee,people try the raspberry smoothie.sour!! great.then HOME!!!

was bad today morning.family matter again.guess im going nuts really soon.
sooner then i thought im.later meeting up with qx and ting also.well been metting them so often lar.but ting and qx damn MACHI!!!woo. well it jus 10am now.my mood it totally spoiled.jus feel like sleeping.

prehaps just stab a kinfe in me,or cut my wrist.will end all this.end all this thing that would stop me from moving forward.maybe!!!! arg,nuts.

my mood for the plan in the evening is spolied.totally shag.totally outa my mind

3yrs had gone.i had not forgotten everything.may god bless him.
may god forgive sins.may god bless him with the best in his life.
my family wasnt broke up by him but jus a big change here.
may god bless them.

if i see them on roads ,i wont be calling them.wont be looking for them.
they shall live on.singapore is so small so seeing them on roads maybe a 50-50 chance.
but i shall live on,and they too.best if i dont see him.

tears are not wasted if you knew what reason you are crying for..i believe in that.
thats why i cried.

let me know angels do exist sometimes.

miss my darlings lots!!!
sentosa buddies!!!!!!! !!!!!