things doesnt always go smoothly.
likewise,am going to said.
for me and him,guess things end-ed before anything start.
meet him in the morninggg.we talk,face to face.
he thought could end the one before.
then he realise,he decide..
to try ways to see thier relationship
to save their 3yrs relationship.they are back together...

am lost of words.well,what can i said.
am no one to said,to comment.he got his rightt.his choice.

said you have my blessinggg?
nahh how to saiddd.
just a short period of time,but seem like i depended on him.
morning calls,night msg,breakfast together.home or acc me sch.
a list of things we did,a list of things we didnt.a list of places we go,a list of places we didnt go yet that we have deal on.a list of bet we make.alist of msg.

i realise i becomes to depended with people around me.
be it friends,be it him.

my long lost DAD call.
shoudl i sitll call him this???
i picked up the first call he make.i didnt evenn recongise his voice.
he looked for my anut.then he said he wanted to talk to me.
i was force to listenn.
i didnt knew what to tell him.
he said he coming back to visit us in 2 wks timeeee..

damn it.seriously i dont knw how i feel.
afarid.scare that he would bring up all memory-es i have for him.
what to said when even on phone i dont even dont knw what to said.

am lost of words.for this REAL moment!!! GOD, sent me an angel,
sent me someone to tell me what-sup with my lifeeeee!!!

missing you and them.

i'be fine!

working craze onnn!!!!!!
been working at swensens cp for 3days adi.
great seniors,sir and madm there teaching me what i have to knw.
This job is gona last,and i mean it.
it fits my timetable now so why not.

we have make a deal today,
no last min cancel of meeting each other anymoreeee.
cause for the passs 3 days,we both cancel each other dates,
casue of:
works,project,mood,both busy personnn.

at least we meet today morning.for a short bus trip.
seem things will just stay these way for now.

love my working swensen nametaggg!!!!

YANN
TRAINEE

curry baked rice-youu will love this
steak
coke
crayfish pasta-you be crazy over thisss
pizza
kidmeals
HSBC card holder 10% off

gosh all these freak me.

my day is brighthen up now!

busy project and work volley yo!!!!

whats the big deal of her??? the questionn from him today morninggg.Nearly pissed me off!!!
well,prehaps she the only one who make me knew what was true REAL friendshipp.
prehaps i didnt knew the answer to it too.too many and too little reasonnn.

was late for sch as usuall.
meet him at the bustop.no breakfast,was way too tiredd to walk to macs..
on our way,both of us was like knocked out.half way into deep slp...

prehaps this was a challenge given by god,
God cant possbily let everything be perfect for youu for yourr life.
up and downs are just all kinds of test for your friendshipp darlingg.
therefore overcome all these thenn you will see the future.

recieve this msg by him 1omins ago. its 9.40am now.

i'll try my every last strenght to get things back on tracks againn.

workinggg craze on.

when down for interview at compass point Swensens yesterday.
then went home,OS was thinking guess got no chance for the job adi.
then was home,Terence(manager) called said if i could start tmr 6pm.
means its todayy!!!
wasnt great afterall.happy but there are sitll things making me feel real bad.

in schoo now,was late for like 2hrs.all thanks to him insist on his breakfast at macs,
but we both woke up real lateee.so result,lesson start at 8am but i reach sch ard 10am.
wonderfull!!!school ends at 12pm,plann adi home for sleep then wake up at 4.30 get ready for work.its my first day,just hope everything turn out fineeee!!!

will we stay these way forever?!!
will we'll be like before?!!

guess you wont answer my question anymore.
hearts pain means a double to me from yesterday,i know it will last sometime.
overcoming all these would it mean we'll be like before?

a question for the unperfect life..

my blessing for youuuuu

perfect combination for the unperfect life!!!!LOVE!!VOLLEYBALL

SONG INTRO TIMEE.yann newest playlist!!!!

NEWEST 羅志祥 xiaozhu song!!
敗給你羅志祥Stage feat 蕭亞軒 Elva hsiao
to intro.its on my friendster adi.its on xiaozhu fith ablum wu suo bu zai.
great combination of he and elva.
the MV is really sweet.

2rd on list:
kelly poon-Shakalaka Baby
a little india sense of music in it.accroding to her intro.
dance moves got a point of letting people rmb-ing it easily.
love her!!!

thats all.
sexy!!

sunday,was normal funn.
meet him ard 2.30 at polyclinic.after 2 wks finally we meet up again,finally not in the middle of the night,but day board-light.
acc him to collect his med,brought lunch then make sure his on taxi home.
after that went amk meet my darling ting.went over her house first,recieve chocolates frm her.tks babe!!!
together went amk hub.had dinner,watch the kingdom.
chilled!Cold weather yesterdayy.
while waitting for my bus to arrive,he call.meet up with him dwnstairs my blk.
chatted then went homee.
a day of chill-ing with my darlings.

SEXY!! am falling for this word.

beach volleyball babes hunks my 'dao family' my darlings
perfect combination for the unperfect life!!!

weekends was FUN!!!
hit the beach on saturday!!finally...
according to ting,weather is so call her SEXY WEATHER?!!!dont get what it
means forget it.
volley was fun,but short.endED beach-ing early.
then went down clementi to meet THEM.
to celebrate junlong's birthdayyyy!!! had great dinner.
jokes,laughther,craps,birthday boy,cakes,food,friends..
lotsa funnn plus phototaking.
ohyah dinner place was at where xiaoguang work.
after dinner,before we could decide where to go,me ting quiyi got crazy running ard,taking photo,having poses you can or you cant think of...
PLAYED CATCHING AT THE BUSTOPPP!!!
seriously guys are so tone dwn that day.seem like we girls can go simply crazy for the sake of funnn.an guess if kiat they all wants to catch with our funn is way tooo harddd for them.
guys play POOL,we jus sit there had our own funn..
reach home ard midnight.will update the photo when i have themm

HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY MR JUNLONGGG!!

terminal 3 is openn.okay i WILL to get there.grather some buddiessss.
get some snacks,some chivas or vodak with mixer.walk around terminal 3.
chill~ HOLD ON!!! can we drink those drink in the airport while chilling there??
i wonder!!cant wait.

i want sentosa!! more then beforeeeee.

youu and me forever it shall be!!!

hasnt been sleeping well for the past 3 days.
broke the grounded rule yesterday,reach home ard 12 midnight.
the moment i step dwn bus 88,saw boy waitting for cab.going to chalet.
door was lock.waited for like 15mins later then my uncle woke up and open the door.
the monent i step into the living room,i see my pillow on the chair.
no wild guesses,its an confrim that am gona be the living room captain tonight.
went shower withouht hesitation,feeling super duper unbalance.
boy going out middle of the night nothing happnened to him.me,late home after studyin at mos chilling at mos got lockoutside my bedroom.

SOFA!!!ayee.was tiredddd but cant get into real slp.
chatted on phone with ting,then shall let both of rest early.sch start 8am todayy.

hang up.didnt really went into deep slp.been werid slping in the living room!!!

in school now.doing photoshop stuff ahain.
tons of labwork.and PHOTO MONTAGE PROJECT not done yet,ideal concept not sure yet.
i need a camera in sudden now.lots of things to capture right away,even when am on bus class walking.

end here :)

thoery lesson was dead boring.
life was dead boring frm last week.
no beach-ing,no beach volley,no hang outs.
life was sudden weird!!!
get grounded its a no kidding thingy
seriously not only you dont like it,am dying to get out of my house like before too.
prehaps i had really change,in a way that i..
prehaps my answer to your question was different.

well mood was indeed down.but am sitll fine.
life sitll goes on..i need a jobbbbb!!!need get back to PL REAL FASTTTTT....

ohyeah.last week been drinking at night.for like 4 nights.not due to any mood.
just happened people around me having drinks around.
vodka,chivas,mixer,hooch!!!!
seriously i cant resist all these.am getting addictedd againn.

NUM tee wrote,
If theres no volleyball in heaven,am not going.

NY THOUGHT,
volleyball is SOMETHING MORE than just a game!!!
dont mind dont mind -attck no1

smileee.
no mre world peace.
its the universal peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeee

New song for my friendster.
http://profiles.friendster.com/yanyans1026

Too late to apologize-Timberland


I'm hangin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground.
And I'm hearin' what you say,
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down...
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around...
And say...

[Chorus]
That it's too late to apologize.It's too late...
I said it's too late to apologize.It's too late.
Yeah!

[Verse 2]
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue...
And you say...
Sorry, you're not the angel
Heaven let me think was you..
But I'm afraid...

[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.It's too late.Whoa!

[Interlude]
[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.It's too late.
It's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I said it's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I'm holdin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground

:)

happened to see RAIN new shampoo ads on malaysia channel TV1.

gosh,i must admit.

his style,his dances moves,his music,his singer package was a really attractive one.

i was glued to the TV for the whole ad.AM into his music for this momenttttt.....

i knew why his concert was such a pricey one adi.prehaps it worth that price.

GO BI RAIN,GO BI RAIN!!!!!!

yesyes.those are photo of bbq chalet.FUNNNN!!!!
went fishing last saturday with the kids at punggol park.
well fishing can be pretty intersting sometimesss.
after fishing had dinner at the opposite kopitam.
then went home affer 15mins of rest when jogging.
that my saturday withouht sentosa.
too odd.too weird.

in MFDI class now.
AIRCON buses can be a killer in the morning too.
volley training later.finally,no volley on satuday was worst for me adi.
at least.i can be back at indoor.
lesson end faster pleaseeee....
my result last sems is like shit menn.
gota buck up adi.

love everyone for who they are!!

Girlsss whole big gangg if sentosa regularsssss

crazy lovethemmmm
BONDININGGG LOVELYYY

the number 6 pose MISS LEE XUAN TING AND us.
MISS HANYING.the queen!!!
terhao and grad.LOVE IN THE AIR???

open shower love them.

mr gerald you gonna get it from me one fine dayyy

CROWN her the QUEEN Of POSES!!!

ME AND TINGGGG
SIMPLY LOVE THIS MASKK

SMILE MR WEIWEI in yellow
whats wrong with us???

a stranger looking at herself in the mirror.
(what happened to you?)that what her and her question to me!!!!
when down to pray last night.at the super big sengkang field area they held a grand praying thingy there.

well been long i attend these kind of praying seesion.
there is ge tai somemre.

hope thing get a little more rightttttt

birthday was greattt this year.
actuall day was home with family.had steamboattieee.
next day when over anothny chalet.consider a combined chalet at East coast park.
another birthday girl was evonne.hers on 31 oct.

well reach the chalet around 4plus.then went to the foodcourt near ski parkk.
then back to chalet for alittle volley.then time for BBQ.
well was really slacking ard thenn.guys cookinggg then we girls do that nightt.
well took dams lotsa pic that night.
been drinking non stop.till i feel a little tipsy and HIGH.
then end up talking crapping with everyone.took tons of funny pics.
weird poses.then eat drink laughhh!!!

a super huge grp of people laughing around.all diff pint of laughing point...

fun.bithday bash was painfull but funny lah.people running away from you.falling down.

EGGS FLOUR WATER.

Powerful EFW.important things for everyone birthday bashhh.
played game whole night long.BEAR game.

end here.update photo at next post.

tks to all who had been at the bqq its been real funnn.
i will rmb this birthday in heart.
LOVEYA ALL!!!