got a new hair cut.SHORT!!!
long hair days are really getting me triedd of it.
thats goessss..
havent takenn any pics of my hairstyle yett,well didnt had any.
seriously am not sure if am soooo busy but life is sitll on track? grinn~

way back to MONDAY!!!!! am so pissed off.
MEET tingg at j8,waited for training time to arrive.
my hands urge to laid my hands on the new training balls.
wanst really feeling well,but the thoughts of volleyball,funn for trainings.
i instanly feel betterr lah...AMAZINGGGGGGG~
REACH SCH,ph went mia! ggl in sch canteen watting for us...
(here comes the best part)
went to PE staff room to get the halls keys..
here the intersting part peeps!!!!!!!!!!!
MR KOH our teacher in charge went home?!!!!!!
god!!
we are all waitting and he went home.
PE teachers in the staff room was ATTUIDE!!!
FREAKING XL attuideeeee~

called mr koh..
he said:go home and rest.last week of sch before holidays starts.go home and rest,training cancel.

well none of us recieve any notice that training was cancel.NONE OF US!
plead him to tell the other teachers to let us have the keys for the halls.
he last word to me over the phone was:
GIVE US TEACHERS A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay,i must admit.i was nearly going to blur out some FREAKING vulgarity over the phone to him.i hand up the phone.
god.i was so freaking pissed off that day.
missed out volley that day.
gotten some freaking attuide frm teacher that i was gaining frm him.

and one of the PE teachers ask,since holiday is approaching,no compettion is coming!!
why are you guys training?why train??

volleyball training never stop went holidays are coming,infact training in every sec sch that has volleyball as an cca.
training on holidays are much mre toughherrrr.

damn forget it.
one day i will used the same lineee!!

give us a breakkkk....

meeting tingg later at amk.
going down eunos office.

loveyou peeps.
darling and babes forever!!

noithngg mre to update too..
life been the same.
i want to go go for the sch oversea trip!!!!!

cant wait for CHIRSTMASS PARTYYYYY
cant wait for JAN volleyball intake!!!!
cant wait to laid my hands on the new training balls
cant to get youuu!!!

lovely!

woke up in a daze on saturday,everyone was out.
wasnt in the mood for anything,outing,chill suddenly all these fall out of my mind.
turn around to get my hp,time 3.30pm.i fall into deep deep slp.miss out the whole morningggg!!!
a few msg that didnt meet my point.i knew i was waitting to his msg.
his msg to geet my morningg,his msg to check out my day.
prehaps i wont even bother to replyyyy!!

sundayy was a work day!!!!
wokeup early at ard 10am plus.had breakfast with my familyy at amk.
home ard 3pm,rest thenn of to work.
ohya,my respect to tingg,qiuyi,kiatt and the others runners.
they had their 21KM runn completed.maraonthon!!!
my greatest respect to them cause i cant runnn.
or should i said i dont have the determinationn for this sportsss.

peihua aka french fries,call me yesterday night ask me if i want to go and support ting they all for the runn.LOL!!! ITS ON SUNDAYY over my dearrrr..

ohya,its DEC people!!!!!! !!!!!!
chirstmas comingggggggggggggggggggggg..
chalet!!! cant wait,to exciteddd,
FUN,CHILL,JOKES,DRINKSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

work sitll going strong,sitll fine.my sayangg there give real good help to me.

youu sitll have us,out frm diff sayangg,diff darlingg words.
and yes i've got themm.

they are my everythinggg!
going for a haircut real soon this week!!
love ard in the air,but am fine.sitll strongggg.

loveyou guyssss:)

ting blog has this test!i decide to give it a try since am like so freeeeee in classs!!!

You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

this trueeee!!!

mymood swing getting worst this week.

things doesnt always go smoothly.
likewise,am going to said.
for me and him,guess things end-ed before anything start.
meet him in the morninggg.we talk,face to face.
he thought could end the one before.
then he realise,he decide..
to try ways to see thier relationship
to save their 3yrs relationship.they are back together...

am lost of words.well,what can i said.
am no one to said,to comment.he got his rightt.his choice.

said you have my blessinggg?
nahh how to saiddd.
just a short period of time,but seem like i depended on him.
morning calls,night msg,breakfast together.home or acc me sch.
a list of things we did,a list of things we didnt.a list of places we go,a list of places we didnt go yet that we have deal on.a list of bet we make.alist of msg.

i realise i becomes to depended with people around me.
be it friends,be it him.

my long lost DAD call.
shoudl i sitll call him this???
i picked up the first call he make.i didnt evenn recongise his voice.
he looked for my anut.then he said he wanted to talk to me.
i was force to listenn.
i didnt knew what to tell him.
he said he coming back to visit us in 2 wks timeeee..

damn it.seriously i dont knw how i feel.
afarid.scare that he would bring up all memory-es i have for him.
what to said when even on phone i dont even dont knw what to said.

am lost of words.for this REAL moment!!! GOD, sent me an angel,
sent me someone to tell me what-sup with my lifeeeee!!!

missing you and them.

i'be fine!

working craze onnn!!!!!!
been working at swensens cp for 3days adi.
great seniors,sir and madm there teaching me what i have to knw.
This job is gona last,and i mean it.
it fits my timetable now so why not.

we have make a deal today,
no last min cancel of meeting each other anymoreeee.
cause for the passs 3 days,we both cancel each other dates,
casue of:
works,project,mood,both busy personnn.

at least we meet today morning.for a short bus trip.
seem things will just stay these way for now.

love my working swensen nametaggg!!!!

YANN
TRAINEE

curry baked rice-youu will love this
steak
coke
crayfish pasta-you be crazy over thisss
pizza
kidmeals
HSBC card holder 10% off

gosh all these freak me.

my day is brighthen up now!

busy project and work volley yo!!!!

whats the big deal of her??? the questionn from him today morninggg.Nearly pissed me off!!!
well,prehaps she the only one who make me knew what was true REAL friendshipp.
prehaps i didnt knew the answer to it too.too many and too little reasonnn.

was late for sch as usuall.
meet him at the bustop.no breakfast,was way too tiredd to walk to macs..
on our way,both of us was like knocked out.half way into deep slp...

prehaps this was a challenge given by god,
God cant possbily let everything be perfect for youu for yourr life.
up and downs are just all kinds of test for your friendshipp darlingg.
therefore overcome all these thenn you will see the future.

recieve this msg by him 1omins ago. its 9.40am now.

i'll try my every last strenght to get things back on tracks againn.

workinggg craze on.

when down for interview at compass point Swensens yesterday.
then went home,OS was thinking guess got no chance for the job adi.
then was home,Terence(manager) called said if i could start tmr 6pm.
means its todayy!!!
wasnt great afterall.happy but there are sitll things making me feel real bad.

in schoo now,was late for like 2hrs.all thanks to him insist on his breakfast at macs,
but we both woke up real lateee.so result,lesson start at 8am but i reach sch ard 10am.
wonderfull!!!school ends at 12pm,plann adi home for sleep then wake up at 4.30 get ready for work.its my first day,just hope everything turn out fineeee!!!

will we stay these way forever?!!
will we'll be like before?!!

guess you wont answer my question anymore.
hearts pain means a double to me from yesterday,i know it will last sometime.
overcoming all these would it mean we'll be like before?

a question for the unperfect life..

my blessing for youuuuu

perfect combination for the unperfect life!!!!LOVE!!VOLLEYBALL

SONG INTRO TIMEE.yann newest playlist!!!!

NEWEST 羅志祥 xiaozhu song!!
敗給你羅志祥Stage feat 蕭亞軒 Elva hsiao
to intro.its on my friendster adi.its on xiaozhu fith ablum wu suo bu zai.
great combination of he and elva.
the MV is really sweet.

2rd on list:
kelly poon-Shakalaka Baby
a little india sense of music in it.accroding to her intro.
dance moves got a point of letting people rmb-ing it easily.
love her!!!

thats all.
sexy!!

sunday,was normal funn.
meet him ard 2.30 at polyclinic.after 2 wks finally we meet up again,finally not in the middle of the night,but day board-light.
acc him to collect his med,brought lunch then make sure his on taxi home.
after that went amk meet my darling ting.went over her house first,recieve chocolates frm her.tks babe!!!
together went amk hub.had dinner,watch the kingdom.
chilled!Cold weather yesterdayy.
while waitting for my bus to arrive,he call.meet up with him dwnstairs my blk.
chatted then went homee.
a day of chill-ing with my darlings.

SEXY!! am falling for this word.

beach volleyball babes hunks my 'dao family' my darlings
perfect combination for the unperfect life!!!

weekends was FUN!!!
hit the beach on saturday!!finally...
according to ting,weather is so call her SEXY WEATHER?!!!dont get what it
means forget it.
volley was fun,but short.endED beach-ing early.
then went down clementi to meet THEM.
to celebrate junlong's birthdayyyy!!! had great dinner.
jokes,laughther,craps,birthday boy,cakes,food,friends..
lotsa funnn plus phototaking.
ohyah dinner place was at where xiaoguang work.
after dinner,before we could decide where to go,me ting quiyi got crazy running ard,taking photo,having poses you can or you cant think of...
PLAYED CATCHING AT THE BUSTOPPP!!!
seriously guys are so tone dwn that day.seem like we girls can go simply crazy for the sake of funnn.an guess if kiat they all wants to catch with our funn is way tooo harddd for them.
guys play POOL,we jus sit there had our own funn..
reach home ard midnight.will update the photo when i have themm

HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY MR JUNLONGGG!!

terminal 3 is openn.okay i WILL to get there.grather some buddiessss.
get some snacks,some chivas or vodak with mixer.walk around terminal 3.
chill~ HOLD ON!!! can we drink those drink in the airport while chilling there??
i wonder!!cant wait.

i want sentosa!! more then beforeeeee.

youu and me forever it shall be!!!

hasnt been sleeping well for the past 3 days.
broke the grounded rule yesterday,reach home ard 12 midnight.
the moment i step dwn bus 88,saw boy waitting for cab.going to chalet.
door was lock.waited for like 15mins later then my uncle woke up and open the door.
the monent i step into the living room,i see my pillow on the chair.
no wild guesses,its an confrim that am gona be the living room captain tonight.
went shower withouht hesitation,feeling super duper unbalance.
boy going out middle of the night nothing happnened to him.me,late home after studyin at mos chilling at mos got lockoutside my bedroom.

SOFA!!!ayee.was tiredddd but cant get into real slp.
chatted on phone with ting,then shall let both of rest early.sch start 8am todayy.

hang up.didnt really went into deep slp.been werid slping in the living room!!!

in school now.doing photoshop stuff ahain.
tons of labwork.and PHOTO MONTAGE PROJECT not done yet,ideal concept not sure yet.
i need a camera in sudden now.lots of things to capture right away,even when am on bus class walking.

end here :)

thoery lesson was dead boring.
life was dead boring frm last week.
no beach-ing,no beach volley,no hang outs.
life was sudden weird!!!
get grounded its a no kidding thingy
seriously not only you dont like it,am dying to get out of my house like before too.
prehaps i had really change,in a way that i..
prehaps my answer to your question was different.

well mood was indeed down.but am sitll fine.
life sitll goes on..i need a jobbbbb!!!need get back to PL REAL FASTTTTT....

ohyeah.last week been drinking at night.for like 4 nights.not due to any mood.
just happened people around me having drinks around.
vodka,chivas,mixer,hooch!!!!
seriously i cant resist all these.am getting addictedd againn.

NUM tee wrote,
If theres no volleyball in heaven,am not going.

NY THOUGHT,
volleyball is SOMETHING MORE than just a game!!!
dont mind dont mind -attck no1

smileee.
no mre world peace.
its the universal peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeee

New song for my friendster.
http://profiles.friendster.com/yanyans1026

Too late to apologize-Timberland


I'm hangin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground.
And I'm hearin' what you say,
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down...
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around...
And say...

[Chorus]
That it's too late to apologize.It's too late...
I said it's too late to apologize.It's too late.
Yeah!

[Verse 2]
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue...
And you say...
Sorry, you're not the angel
Heaven let me think was you..
But I'm afraid...

[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.It's too late.Whoa!

[Interlude]
[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.It's too late.
It's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I said it's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I'm holdin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground

:)

happened to see RAIN new shampoo ads on malaysia channel TV1.

gosh,i must admit.

his style,his dances moves,his music,his singer package was a really attractive one.

i was glued to the TV for the whole ad.AM into his music for this momenttttt.....

i knew why his concert was such a pricey one adi.prehaps it worth that price.

GO BI RAIN,GO BI RAIN!!!!!!

yesyes.those are photo of bbq chalet.FUNNNN!!!!
went fishing last saturday with the kids at punggol park.
well fishing can be pretty intersting sometimesss.
after fishing had dinner at the opposite kopitam.
then went home affer 15mins of rest when jogging.
that my saturday withouht sentosa.
too odd.too weird.

in MFDI class now.
AIRCON buses can be a killer in the morning too.
volley training later.finally,no volley on satuday was worst for me adi.
at least.i can be back at indoor.
lesson end faster pleaseeee....
my result last sems is like shit menn.
gota buck up adi.

love everyone for who they are!!

Girlsss whole big gangg if sentosa regularsssss

crazy lovethemmmm
BONDININGGG LOVELYYY

the number 6 pose MISS LEE XUAN TING AND us.
MISS HANYING.the queen!!!
terhao and grad.LOVE IN THE AIR???

open shower love them.

mr gerald you gonna get it from me one fine dayyy

CROWN her the QUEEN Of POSES!!!

ME AND TINGGGG
SIMPLY LOVE THIS MASKK

SMILE MR WEIWEI in yellow
whats wrong with us???

a stranger looking at herself in the mirror.
(what happened to you?)that what her and her question to me!!!!
when down to pray last night.at the super big sengkang field area they held a grand praying thingy there.

well been long i attend these kind of praying seesion.
there is ge tai somemre.

hope thing get a little more rightttttt

birthday was greattt this year.
actuall day was home with family.had steamboattieee.
next day when over anothny chalet.consider a combined chalet at East coast park.
another birthday girl was evonne.hers on 31 oct.

well reach the chalet around 4plus.then went to the foodcourt near ski parkk.
then back to chalet for alittle volley.then time for BBQ.
well was really slacking ard thenn.guys cookinggg then we girls do that nightt.
well took dams lotsa pic that night.
been drinking non stop.till i feel a little tipsy and HIGH.
then end up talking crapping with everyone.took tons of funny pics.
weird poses.then eat drink laughhh!!!

a super huge grp of people laughing around.all diff pint of laughing point...

fun.bithday bash was painfull but funny lah.people running away from you.falling down.

EGGS FLOUR WATER.

Powerful EFW.important things for everyone birthday bashhh.
played game whole night long.BEAR game.

end here.update photo at next post.

tks to all who had been at the bqq its been real funnn.
i will rmb this birthday in heart.
LOVEYA ALL!!!

brithday approaching TMRRR!!!
haha finallyyy 18!!!!

few days ago.when dwn AMK police HEADQUATERS.
brother got caught.kena lockup.
mum call then i get to knw
the IO call at around 1.30, 15mins later i reach home.
chiong cab dwn to bail him out.
he's sitll smiling.
prehaps to him.getting lockup is not anything big.
prehaps his friends are all the same.

2 cases on him.
he seem not woryying about it at all.

yesterday.we quarrel,well me and him been stubborn togetherr.

nearly vomit blood.
but its over.just hope the IO dontput any charges on him.
god bless that fellow and his gang of friendsss..

monday volley training was damn FUN TIREDD.
dont mind dont mind.
play 2 v 3.okay consider as after training FUN.
as only left with me ting april kiat steven!!!

i dont knw why is people falling in love with running!!!
liew guess its the worst sports in my rankkkk..haha.

happy birthday to jesslyn
27 oct baby.
happy birthday to selina
31 oct baby.
happy birthday to me
26 oct baby!!!!!

yann tingg cherriee SENTOSA!!!!

okay yes backkk.guess people getting boring that this BLOG been damn boring.cos havent been updating.
how to when there no com at home?and when am on holiday.

this holiday many things happened.BOTH GOOD AND NAD
afterall its over its the past.
all these take time to cure.

well back to sch.feeling sleeply as usuall.
having training later at bishan.hmm guess i really miss INDOOR volleyball for this timeee.
been playing beach volley like for mre then 1 mths.
last saturday,play the match for the whole day.
tired,end up my sunday was to saty home and rest lah.my mum turning into a control freakkkk.
no rally but matches the whole day.waa.guess am trying to get myself into a deep shoulder back pain the next day.and am really getting it!!!

slept damn early last night.
and see so many miss call and msg send at MID NIGHT.
gosh these people dont need to sleep huh?!

examsss gona be over after a few hors later...
notice!!!
examsssssssss are overrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!

sentosa!!!!
volleyball!!!!

people realise nth much to blog this few days.
bugis new foodcourt is open.will try and get ths food pic and post up!!!

loveya!!!

once a volleyball player,forever volleyball!!

they said movie1408 is to make people realise their own fear,face their real-self...
i dont know about it yet.wait till i see adi then i will get an answer i guess.

homies times.
tmr test la!!

was surfing the net then decide to share some videos of great dancer frm TAIWAN
PROUDLY INTRODUCE TO YOU
DANCESOUL

in this video is SEVEN
taiwan hiphop dancer,well teaches alot of taiwan idol.
and he got really great moves of freestyle hiphop!!!
well dancesoul is own by him.
he's the one in white shirt,whiet cap with jeans,right infront.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fm9i2a0Wgn0

secondly is KAREN (xiaolan)
she my fav female dancer till now.teaches NEW JAZZ,GIRLS HIPHOP
not sure if you find her familiar,she dances for people like luo zhi xianf(xiaozhu SHOW),LEEHOM,S.H.E,MACHI,COCOLEE,ELVA HSIAO.
this her vlog.well only 1 video inside which the MACHI MAI SOLO video.
more of her other video she dont upload prehaps you guys can check out xiaozhu,leehom mv to watch her dance.will upload mre of her video if i find the new links!!!!
http://www.im.tv/vlog/personal/546117/1145764

next here.TOMMY C (DA MU)
dont need to intro too much.another freestyle hiphop dancer.like mad super good dancer!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VCUiVg1iJ8

go youtube serach under DANCESOUL

9.49am now.only had few hrs of sleep last night.
project time in class.on our own for this few hrs.
my eyes are shutting.

hp on slient mode
msn away
mind shut down
music blast out loud
finger freezing due to the damn aircon in class

am just getting away from the real world now for this moment.

hungry sleepy

just enjoying the magic of music

jut so you know that feeling taken control of me .

yesyes just let your feeling take control of you sometimes,maybe it will lead you to somewhere you never knew you could reach,or lead you to something you never knew!!!

i miss eating wanton suddenly.
misses ice-cream
misses BED!!!!!!

LOVEYA PEOPLE

went down clementi ITE for vball yesterday night.
well meet ting at bishan at 1plus then walk around j8.
get some food,then waited for bus 52. the waitting time is KILLER.
so many 410 pass by but none of it is bus 52?!!!
we even finish our bubble tea while waitting.it mean to be serve on the bus.
crazy.finally bus 52 arrive.
too tried to rmb what happened along our bus trip.just knew i was too sleepy then,
waited for james at clementi,chill at MACS.
so called BONDING TIME?!!

play only 1 match yesterday.
then went for shower at 10.30pm.
shower room was only invaded by me and ting.she said 2 of us is enough to make the toliet noisy .TRUE!!!
the water was damn cold.

getting new shower-form adi.i finish that bottle of LUX shower form in less then a month.
guess due to all the beach-ing i had.

dine at one of the hawer at clementi they serve great curry rice,ban mee.

left around 11pm for mrt.
share a cab with ting home from amk.

ring the bell.everyone was so aslp when am home.luckily grand-ma woke up to open the door.or
else i'll be lock outside the door till the sunrise again.
went for a run,was that sudden feel that urge up to me..
jus feel like pucking in my MP3,blast fav music then run run run....
the moment i start running,then regert comes along looking for me,so dark and quiet plus its LUNAR 7 MONTH now,who run at this typical month at this hour.guess am mad.

run for about 20 mins,its was around 3am went i get everything done shower,pack my bag,finish reading the newpapers.

beddy time at 3am.

am trouble enough.
about everything and anything.
so much small little heart-melting things,but if i fall,give up on this little things.
i wont give up.
but sometimes it really painfull.whatever it is..
yan is yan.

LOVE

NOTICE PEOPLE!!!!

2 0n 2 Beach VOLLEYBALL
5-8 sept 2007
1200-1900hrs
Velocity@Novena square outdoor atrium

DEAD SILENCE.if you are looking for a movie that freak you off.
after this movie you wont want to keep dolls i think.that my point of view.
meet ting amk hub yesterday.went for dinner at j8 pasta mania.
walk around. then movie.DEAD SILENCE
ohya i brought my new ripples slipper!!
its friday people.my plans are?well sleep at home i guess.
saturday is approaching an it beach-ing.no mood i dont give a heck.
its no about mood.its about volleyball.
monday training resume.just like the thing that its gona be back.
am so sleepy now.projects coming up.well take a look at my project instruction.
blank its the ideal i get...
31st aug it the deadline mmy dear classmates. after next week.
1 st week of sept is the STUDY week no school?!!!!!

just simply falling in love with pasta mania more and more.
if you are pasta lover you knw why that place is great.

said cheese!!! tingggggg yannnnnn this my sch com a/c wallpaper!!! leehom!!!

went to clementi ite for training. travelling there is such a long way la.but because of volleyball.i cant stop myself frm travelling for just a game.well volleyball has bring me big gang of good buddies.

at beach or incourt its the same

friendship,i never knew what that?till now am not sure too.i jus do my part as a friend.

what has happened has happened.

am not going to confront anyone,ask anyone to confess to anything too.

am in fault too.it takes two 2 hands clap.so.

let everything past.i forget about it.from this moment.

counting down. 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1....

boom!!!!

yeah done.delete!

misses bishan court,misses the beach,misses all the things.

yan 07

lxt 10

alon 05

saman 03

that what i do went am boring now.

mugging with my HTML code,and engeerning theory.

mugging like mad.i seriously just hope all these exam,nafa pass it spilt seconds then i can just happily enjoy my holidays.oh ya and NAFA no mood for 2.4km,others fine.but no no run men.am always a short distance la.

holidays start on 11 sept ends on 15 octs.

must why end it on nov instead!

to god,

pls let all these exam,nafa pass in spilts seconds and let my holidays come faster but end later amd slowly.

bless everyone.peace.LOVE

well guess god not gona answer my prayers here la,if he do then am gona freak out.

and he wont be able to let me holidays come faster and end later AND SLOWLY

its always exam passes slowly then holiday ENDS in spilts seceonds.

am sitll looking for blogskins!!!AFTER so much search i sitll cant find the blogskins i want.

contacting back my old buddies,sec sch mates.

yes!! MISS LEE doing her stunt of the day!!!

national day.where my fireworks behind??

real fun!! YANG HAO YAN CRAZY

back.nothing much.national day its the frist time of these 3yrs i miss the fireworks this year.

when i got my freedom of going out.i never miss the fireworks on national day.this year special.but didnt spend that day waste.

my fav bugis slice fish soup.am missing it adi~

introducing MINDCAFE.

if you guys are looking places for chill out,lotsa FUN,NOISE..well MINDCAFE its the place.

well board games at your choices,there are too many for you too choices.

1 of the must try game,the grabbing of bones gma.ethat super noisy funny,good bonding game.

many packages for you to choose there,plus if you want it al-cart then it will be 2.50 on weekends.$2 on weekdays.

please if you dont like noise then that MINDCAFE is not a place for you and your gang.

okaes?WARNING?!!

well been to mindcafe twice till now.i like that place!!!! !!!! game-ing!

END HERE! SMILE

im losing the courage to face you already.slowly i thought living in this world was prehaps a burden to people.i hate this ideal of my.slowly am losing my paitence facing you.slowly i hate to wait for a reply on msg.slowly i lose my childhood faster then i thought.
i rather live it simple sometimes.18 growing older more nature means you leave the times where you could just play around.fool around.that what i miss most.

yeah.mindcafe later.
wheres my mood for later?cant you just appear?
arG~

boo.

updates~
been a week since i log in this place and get an entry done.
well weekends SENTOSA,guess i got no other place to go too.that places is too wonderful for me not step into.

okaes weekdays...
on monday night got a call then knew that alfred was asking we are free to go down clementi ite for game.well i wouldnt reject.ofcus i wont!!! volleyball incourt.that what i miss the most.with proper ground to jump.not in sand?boo~
not becoming a muachee while drifting around.
tuesday,sch after that meet ting at amk for movie.
this time round it PREFECT STRANGER.
wanted to get the tickets first but one the trainiee wounldt let me too.said they need to check my friend IC too.ITS AN NC16 SHOW!!!boo~
waited for ting to arrive then brought our tickets.
its getting worst.i used to buy popcorns but now its like everything that can be eaten.
rice,burger,fries...
about the movie,after 1 big round.she the killer.but qutie a nice one.

after movie meet alfred and terrence.then on bus to go to clementi ite.
i would only said what a long way thru and flow.
laughters is always what i miss all the times.

woo~back in school.will lesson start at 8am tiday.but i cant just bring myself out of bed lah!!
haha now its 10am and sit down right infront of the sch com!!! so late la.
lol.its FRIDAY people.what my plan in the afternoon?well.
meeting ting later at amk.prehaps chill.

back then,meet with qx & ting after sch at bedok.well,packet food over to qx house then rent vcd to see.mm,then slack in qx room.conquering his BED!!WAHA.left around 4.45,qx working at 6 so.left me and ting .novena square then went over ting house.she is cooking wanton.yeah i love wanton the best.specailly homemake.woo.

well my best wishes to my dear ting la.she seriously sick yesterday.doctor said she dwn with virus attack.eww,dangerous!!!waha.better recover fast girl.dont pass it around to us.
lol.

this two days in kind of slacking mood,withouht VOLLEYBALL TRAINING guess making nuts in no time.missing bishan training hall.athru,it not a great hall.but sitll miss its like mad.
atfer national day then resume.about 5 to 6 days later.ARG CANT WAIT!!!! !!!!

to my dearest jokers darlings around me.
jus misses all of you!!!

darlings are irreplaceable~

tmr it saturday.beach-ing!!!!!!!!!!!!

random pics.its such a long time ago.miss jac lots

jac yan
jac yan

well when to someone blog.ha.lol.funny thing is that bleh-ing pic lah.able to cheer mymood up.mm.trying my best to keep myself positive!!!

shermaine..darling!!smile :p

meet with qx,ting yesterday at tampiness mall.ting collect her dad hp.then qx was looking for bagpack for school-ing.when for movie again.KNOCKED UP.M18 show,so if your are under 18 can forget about it.ha.well it a damn funny show.LAUGHSSSS!!!!mm.the content it kinda ONS thingy.but ending was not bad.but only thing about that show.the word F**k doesnt stop.it always there lah....ha.well had prata before move then after moive was foodcourt style.
chill out at STARTBUCKS again.miss the blended coffee,people try the raspberry smoothie.sour!! great.then HOME!!!

was bad today morning.family matter again.guess im going nuts really soon.
sooner then i thought im.later meeting up with qx and ting also.well been metting them so often lar.but ting and qx damn MACHI!!!woo. well it jus 10am now.my mood it totally spoiled.jus feel like sleeping.

prehaps just stab a kinfe in me,or cut my wrist.will end all this.end all this thing that would stop me from moving forward.maybe!!!! arg,nuts.

my mood for the plan in the evening is spolied.totally shag.totally outa my mind

3yrs had gone.i had not forgotten everything.may god bless him.
may god forgive sins.may god bless him with the best in his life.
my family wasnt broke up by him but jus a big change here.
may god bless them.

if i see them on roads ,i wont be calling them.wont be looking for them.
they shall live on.singapore is so small so seeing them on roads maybe a 50-50 chance.
but i shall live on,and they too.best if i dont see him.

tears are not wasted if you knew what reason you are crying for..i believe in that.
thats why i cried.

let me know angels do exist sometimes.

miss my darlings lots!!!
sentosa buddies!!!!!!! !!!!!

went dwn with ting to bugis.SHOPPING!!! walk around bugis street.yeah!!!brougth my dean jeans skirt.finally.brought a IP ZONE tee too.ting was really damn funny asking me the same question for the whole day la.haha but am not gona open the question up here!! i got my yi qi not to said this out here.boo~end up ting brought her shorts and a IPzone tee too.
have our dinner at the TERRA cafe.liew.the fish and chips are not bad.but the MANGO SMOOTHIE was a disappointment lah!!!!mm.tired of walking around.but it fun.shopping is always FUN!! suddenly miss the old time at pepper lunch.LOTSA FUNS

everything wasnt that fine afterall.UPDATES!!!

FRIDAY-Went dwn to tampiness,ting wanted to repair his dad phone.well.its WAITTING again.the people there is indeed VERY LITTLE HUh?BoO!!then we went to TM for movie.mm.well Vancancy was such a waste of money type of show.the storyline kinda sucks.
well guess my baby cousin shermaine jus likes ting alot lar.every morning i wake up its always JIEJIE NI DE PENG YOU LEI???!!! lliew.haha but ting comes over to see her,then she shyyyyy.waha! kids are indeed kids.

SATURDAY-beach-ing early that day.reach sentosa about 11am.brought breakfast over for qx,j,tehao.sat was so quiet.cant believe it.prehaps it was the bad weather case.well started playing then.well then yang and hamburger came with their fren.RAINING,eww...but who care countine then since my flu wasnt recovering any better yeah.so jus play on.the number of matches we play that day was alot.mm..till 7pm plus.when for dinner at marina south.STEAMBOATIE!!!! YEAH,it been such a long time me and ting go for steamboat already.
along our way,saw fireworks while we are waitting for taxi.CHEERS TO FIREWORKS!!!!!!
Went over to ting house to sleep.mm.well seeing her playing AUDITION makes me really temp la.and SOMEONE sitll can blame me for msging around.well other then that what can i do?wu~
lol.haha MISS MY LAPTOP LOTS.but its gone,far far away....

SUNDAY-mm,was suppose to go to go sentosa.but last min plan change.PLAN B!! yeah chill out.woke up around 1 plus.and the funny thing is we are meeting yang & xiang at 1.30 la.Mm.guess if ting didnt wake me up i can jus sleep till evening.mm.meet yang& xiang at amk hub.MOVIE AGAIN!!! laterly has been HARDCORE movie fan.FLASHPOINT.woo~action movie.i like this show!!! love it.my.they really can fight.finally a worth it movie it up,btter then that vancancy. had our dinner at foodcourt.then chill out at mos burger.usuall place.
mm,halfway.ting was on phone.and the boringness its getting into me yang & xiang.so we decide to hide frm ting.ha.took some time for ting to realise we are missing.well then..nothing much happened.accompany ting home.sitted for awhile.then home sweet home.

socreboard!!!
emo mos burger

after FIVB world tour.long time ago.sentosa

getting freaking restless nowdays.specially today when my mum told me she dont have enough money to give me la..ARG!!! $$$$$$ AGAIN??this kinda problem dont seem to solve huh?!
no $$?then hw am i gona spend my this weekends huh?damn it lar!! was planning for kbox today,then sat and sun sentosa??now?? boo
all gone into the drain i guess?!!
plently of msg last night and afternoon but i didnt reply any?not in the mood?
well i was not sure too.last night was a bad day to have.with boy matter.then $$ money!!!
so what i did was read thru or jus leave the msg there and coutine with my sleeppppp!!!!!!!

today wasnt any better.sitll feeling sick and that flu bug cant you jus get lost..tired of blocked nose and eating flu pills.bitter :(

cant wait for beach-ing tmr.
the sand
the court
the sea
the wind
the hunks and babes
the dearest bunch of buddies there.

where am i going later?!! anyone meetting me?!!!!!

school-ing now,worst thing is INA lesson is always for me to do some other things instead.
lesson is at 8am but i reach only at 8.30? lesson then only start at 9.30 la?!!!!!
boO~


Guess i need a hug!!!!!

boy went missing for more then 42hrs.found him at blks near Rivervale plaza lar.
well he growimg up,cant expect him to stay at home every single day la!! i ton outside too..
but hey pls give a call bro.tired waitting looking for people.mm.guess am going nuts soon.
prehaps i should care a little lesser then i feel better.boy got a big time scolding from mummy.
the sergent NG call and ensure boy safetly again.well lots thanks to him,well he the one who found my brother whereabouts.he the one who call up boy fren and get them to tell whatever they know.
well enough of my bro.

mm.after sch on wed.went home then its really nap time!!! was waitting for ting msg,to see if we were gona meet.till 7plus ting reply.meet at amk hub.ha its our usual place anw!
dine at s-11.mm wasnt in the mood for any food.sick of food i guess?muhaha.
was not feeling well since few days ago.FLU BUG RUNNING AROUND.

yangyang came to meet us.he was to boliao at home..thats what he said .
went to ank hub mos burger but gosh its crowded.then went to jubeliee mos burger then..
sit there,one thing that is weird there.the tables are so small....so ting and me sitted diff tables in order to study!!!
yang went to pick up hamburger,then they both teach me EE!!! WEll,they gave qutie alot of help.then i was getting boring.went over to ting table and disturb her.

end our study.then went on with PLAYING PSP!!! ha.metal slug!!!
fun game,too bad ahgu sell it away due to buying of other game...
haha.ting can catch up the game fast enough.but was really funny.

around 11 plus.yang and hamburger went off first.decided to acc ting home,along our way....
ting said jogging?!!!
well fine since maybe prehaps i wont catch my last bus 88 too.
change then jog!!!
ting house ,shower , craps then SLEEP!!!!!

THAT ALL.LONG ENTRY..photo not update yet.

funs!!!

well,what i can said.the past is the past.when i read thru some of people blog.
i knew its all the past.
bad thing was i did not know how to hold on,did not know how to treasure frendship when i was in secondary?
is it over?im not sure.but i know i had to live with it.

no matter what had happened to me was the past already.no way living that saddness in me!!!!

sometimes i really love my family,sometimes i really cant stand them!!!!
but i love them with what i had..all i have.all i had.

love my friends now for what they are.what they gave.

im sitll me.

misses sentosa already.it jus an sat and sun im not there.and i missing it.

poly-ite game ended,no IVP this time.our combined team had ended their journey.
but central shall countine yeah!!!!

Buddies for life
The pic i took for Ting and James.shades from
TOPSHOP.hard time persuding them for this
pic to be took. GLAM!!!!
me and ting. pooling at amk

SENTOSA beach-ing.Clearly rmb it was raining heavily that day!

me-ting-ber

Sending david oversea studying.
farewell dude.must come back for chirstmas
party okaes? jiayou over at your side.sentosa and
we will wait for your return.

Leeyan LeeXuanting !!pooling

last sat and sunday,was not spending my day at sentosa beach-ing.surprise right?
yeah,sat meet xuanting at amk mrt.then head to town. SHOPPING!!yeah~walk towards Taka well there was a food fair.mm.okaes was buying and eating all the way.but it was damn crowded la.i hate crowds at time.then meet james at breadtalk.well sited there for few mins.my legs are tired,well walk around when to topshop in so twice that day.first was with xuanting sreaching for james birthday gift,but ended up shopping for our owns goods.haha.
then 2rd time is together with james.well he and XT took a GLAM photo with shades.i took that pic,and i like that feel.seldom seeing both of them that glamourous lah.
while waitting for jiarong ,was sitting at startbucks.mm,i was really shag.not thinking about anything.yes STONE! so quiet at that moment.
well finally our mr J appear.Dine at Fish and Co that night.
i was tired rather then hungry.
when for movie at lido shaw house.well a kind of experience.that place is lou ko lar!
watch invinsible target.comment well i can fall aslp during that moive.so what do you think?!
uhuh!then it was raining so heavily,sit onto a mind-night bus to james house.

settle dwn at around 5 plus.then me and xuanting fall aslp fast.
james and jiarong was jus resting.
they going for mizuno run at tp at ard6 plus.
they are back with breakfast at 9am or 10 plus.
guess they got a hard time waking us up.
but hey XUANTING WAS THE REAL MISS NUAN...
keep pestering her to wake up the whole sunday morning and afternoon.
real enough...but i failed i guess...her bleh-ing face nearly make me go insane.haha
guess it her flu pills making her that sleepy.

that two days ended that fast.
OHYA!
SUNDAY WAS JAMES BIRTHDAY.
happy birthday daddy!!!!!!! !!!!!! getting older already stop been so childish.ha!

happy time pass so fast.

I miss newyorknewyork!!!

before beach-ing! me and berber!!

yesyes.finally im back at blogspot!well been posting at msn spaces till people getting fuss up lar.
well this the first post guess it just a simple thing i want to said im damn sleeply now.schooling never seem to be fun at times