things doesnt always go smoothly.
likewise,am going to said.
for me and him,guess things end-ed before anything start.
meet him in the morninggg.we talk,face to face.
he thought could end the one before.
then he realise,he decide..
to try ways to see thier relationship
to save their 3yrs relationship.they are back together...

am lost of words.well,what can i said.
am no one to said,to comment.he got his rightt.his choice.

said you have my blessinggg?
nahh how to saiddd.
just a short period of time,but seem like i depended on him.
morning calls,night msg,breakfast together.home or acc me sch.
a list of things we did,a list of things we didnt.a list of places we go,a list of places we didnt go yet that we have deal on.a list of bet we make.alist of msg.

i realise i becomes to depended with people around me.
be it friends,be it him.

my long lost DAD call.
shoudl i sitll call him this???
i picked up the first call he make.i didnt evenn recongise his voice.
he looked for my anut.then he said he wanted to talk to me.
i was force to listenn.
i didnt knew what to tell him.
he said he coming back to visit us in 2 wks timeeee..

damn it.seriously i dont knw how i feel.
afarid.scare that he would bring up all memory-es i have for him.
what to said when even on phone i dont even dont knw what to said.

am lost of words.for this REAL moment!!! GOD, sent me an angel,
sent me someone to tell me what-sup with my lifeeeee!!!

missing you and them.

i'be fine!