Thursday, December 13, 2007

got a new hair cut.SHORT!!!
long hair days are really getting me triedd of it.
thats goessss..
havent takenn any pics of my hairstyle yett,well didnt had any.
seriously am not sure if am soooo busy but life is sitll on track? grinn~

way back to MONDAY!!!!! am so pissed off.
MEET tingg at j8,waited for training time to arrive.
my hands urge to laid my hands on the new training balls.
wanst really feeling well,but the thoughts of volleyball,funn for trainings.
i instanly feel betterr lah...AMAZINGGGGGGG~
REACH SCH,ph went mia! ggl in sch canteen watting for us...
(here comes the best part)
went to PE staff room to get the halls keys..
here the intersting part peeps!!!!!!!!!!!
MR KOH our teacher in charge went home?!!!!!!
god!!
we are all waitting and he went home.
PE teachers in the staff room was ATTUIDE!!!
FREAKING XL attuideeeee~

called mr koh..
he said:go home and rest.last week of sch before holidays starts.go home and rest,training cancel.

well none of us recieve any notice that training was cancel.NONE OF US!
plead him to tell the other teachers to let us have the keys for the halls.
he last word to me over the phone was:
GIVE US TEACHERS A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay,i must admit.i was nearly going to blur out some FREAKING vulgarity over the phone to him.i hand up the phone.
god.i was so freaking pissed off that day.
missed out volley that day.
gotten some freaking attuide frm teacher that i was gaining frm him.

and one of the PE teachers ask,since holiday is approaching,no compettion is coming!!
why are you guys training?why train??

volleyball training never stop went holidays are coming,infact training in every sec sch that has volleyball as an cca.
training on holidays are much mre toughherrrr.

damn forget it.
one day i will used the same lineee!!

give us a breakkkk....

meeting tingg later at amk.
going down eunos office.

loveyou peeps.
darling and babes forever!!

Thursday, December 6, 2007

noithngg mre to update too..
life been the same.
i want to go go for the sch oversea trip!!!!!

cant wait for CHIRSTMASS PARTYYYYY
cant wait for JAN volleyball intake!!!!
cant wait to laid my hands on the new training balls
cant to get youuu!!!

lovely!

Monday, December 3, 2007

woke up in a daze on saturday,everyone was out.
wasnt in the mood for anything,outing,chill suddenly all these fall out of my mind.
turn around to get my hp,time 3.30pm.i fall into deep deep slp.miss out the whole morningggg!!!
a few msg that didnt meet my point.i knew i was waitting to his msg.
his msg to geet my morningg,his msg to check out my day.
prehaps i wont even bother to replyyyy!!

sundayy was a work day!!!!
wokeup early at ard 10am plus.had breakfast with my familyy at amk.
home ard 3pm,rest thenn of to work.
ohya,my respect to tingg,qiuyi,kiatt and the others runners.
they had their 21KM runn completed.maraonthon!!!
my greatest respect to them cause i cant runnn.
or should i said i dont have the determinationn for this sportsss.

peihua aka french fries,call me yesterday night ask me if i want to go and support ting they all for the runn.LOL!!! ITS ON SUNDAYY over my dearrrr..

ohya,its DEC people!!!!!! !!!!!!
chirstmas comingggggggggggggggggggggg..
chalet!!! cant wait,to exciteddd,
FUN,CHILL,JOKES,DRINKSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

work sitll going strong,sitll fine.my sayangg there give real good help to me.

youu sitll have us,out frm diff sayangg,diff darlingg words.
and yes i've got themm.

they are my everythinggg!
going for a haircut real soon this week!!
love ard in the air,but am fine.sitll strongggg.

loveyou guyssss:)
ting blog has this test!i decide to give it a try since am like so freeeeee in classs!!!

You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

this trueeee!!!

mymood swing getting worst this week.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

things doesnt always go smoothly.
likewise,am going to said.
for me and him,guess things end-ed before anything start.
meet him in the morninggg.we talk,face to face.
he thought could end the one before.
then he realise,he decide..
to try ways to see thier relationship
to save their 3yrs relationship.they are back together...

am lost of words.well,what can i said.
am no one to said,to comment.he got his rightt.his choice.

said you have my blessinggg?
nahh how to saiddd.
just a short period of time,but seem like i depended on him.
morning calls,night msg,breakfast together.home or acc me sch.
a list of things we did,a list of things we didnt.a list of places we go,a list of places we didnt go yet that we have deal on.a list of bet we make.alist of msg.

i realise i becomes to depended with people around me.
be it friends,be it him.

my long lost DAD call.
shoudl i sitll call him this???
i picked up the first call he make.i didnt evenn recongise his voice.
he looked for my anut.then he said he wanted to talk to me.
i was force to listenn.
i didnt knew what to tell him.
he said he coming back to visit us in 2 wks timeeee..

damn it.seriously i dont knw how i feel.
afarid.scare that he would bring up all memory-es i have for him.
what to said when even on phone i dont even dont knw what to said.

am lost of words.for this REAL moment!!! GOD, sent me an angel,
sent me someone to tell me what-sup with my lifeeeee!!!

missing you and them.

i'be fine!

Monday, November 26, 2007

working craze onnn!!!!!!
been working at swensens cp for 3days adi.
great seniors,sir and madm there teaching me what i have to knw.
This job is gona last,and i mean it.
it fits my timetable now so why not.

we have make a deal today,
no last min cancel of meeting each other anymoreeee.
cause for the passs 3 days,we both cancel each other dates,
casue of:
works,project,mood,both busy personnn.

at least we meet today morning.for a short bus trip.
seem things will just stay these way for now.

love my working swensen nametaggg!!!!

YANN
TRAINEE

curry baked rice-youu will love this
steak
coke
crayfish pasta-you be crazy over thisss
pizza
kidmeals
HSBC card holder 10% off

gosh all these freak me.

my day is brighthen up now!

busy project and work volley yo!!!!
whats the big deal of her??? the questionn from him today morninggg.Nearly pissed me off!!!
well,prehaps she the only one who make me knew what was true REAL friendshipp.
prehaps i didnt knew the answer to it too.too many and too little reasonnn.

was late for sch as usuall.
meet him at the bustop.no breakfast,was way too tiredd to walk to macs..
on our way,both of us was like knocked out.half way into deep slp...

prehaps this was a challenge given by god,
God cant possbily let everything be perfect for youu for yourr life.
up and downs are just all kinds of test for your friendshipp darlingg.
therefore overcome all these thenn you will see the future.

recieve this msg by him 1omins ago. its 9.40am now.

i'll try my every last strenght to get things back on tracks againn.

workinggg craze on.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

when down for interview at compass point Swensens yesterday.
then went home,OS was thinking guess got no chance for the job adi.
then was home,Terence(manager) called said if i could start tmr 6pm.
means its todayy!!!
wasnt great afterall.happy but there are sitll things making me feel real bad.

in schoo now,was late for like 2hrs.all thanks to him insist on his breakfast at macs,
but we both woke up real lateee.so result,lesson start at 8am but i reach sch ard 10am.
wonderfull!!!school ends at 12pm,plann adi home for sleep then wake up at 4.30 get ready for work.its my first day,just hope everything turn out fineeee!!!

will we stay these way forever?!!
will we'll be like before?!!

guess you wont answer my question anymore.
hearts pain means a double to me from yesterday,i know it will last sometime.
overcoming all these would it mean we'll be like before?

a question for the unperfect life..

my blessing for youuuuu

Monday, November 19, 2007

perfect combination for the unperfect life!!!!LOVE!!VOLLEYBALL


SONG INTRO TIMEE.yann newest playlist!!!!

NEWEST 羅志祥 xiaozhu song!!
敗給你羅志祥Stage feat 蕭亞軒 Elva hsiao
to intro.its on my friendster adi.its on xiaozhu fith ablum wu suo bu zai.
great combination of he and elva.
the MV is really sweet.

2rd on list:
kelly poon-Shakalaka Baby
a little india sense of music in it.accroding to her intro.
dance moves got a point of letting people rmb-ing it easily.
love her!!!

thats all.
sexy!!
sunday,was normal funn.
meet him ard 2.30 at polyclinic.after 2 wks finally we meet up again,finally not in the middle of the night,but day board-light.
acc him to collect his med,brought lunch then make sure his on taxi home.
after that went amk meet my darling ting.went over her house first,recieve chocolates frm her.tks babe!!!
together went amk hub.had dinner,watch the kingdom.
chilled!Cold weather yesterdayy.
while waitting for my bus to arrive,he call.meet up with him dwnstairs my blk.
chatted then went homee.
a day of chill-ing with my darlings.

SEXY!! am falling for this word.

beach volleyball babes hunks my 'dao family' my darlings
perfect combination for the unperfect life!!!